A full moon. A full cycle. Has it gone around the earth? Or have we gone around the moon? Does any of this matter? Well, it sure does if it's this beautiful. If there's this pain we feel, if there are these emotions that we weather the storms of in our brains, the insufferable, undeniable parts and parts of being human. Who said it would be easy? If from birth you deny, deny and deny the fact that you're nurtured and nurtured by a beautiful soul who's choosing to give everything up for themselves for you. Hopefully, multiple souls. Father, mother, mother, more importantly, just because of the nurturing aspect of it. The fact that you were in the womb for many cycles, many moons, and here you are. Yet here we are with one world. It's not in perfect harmony, it's not in perfect symphony, but it does play a melody and it does have rhythm. The full moon stares at me. I stare back at its beauty. I was taught growing up that there's a bunny in the moon. I still see that bunny. I was taught that if you see that bunny, you're in love. Today I see that bunny. You can be in love and not love yourself. That's the truthful, painful feeling I have today. I'll say it again. You could be in love but not love yourself. You will cause pain, you may cause misery, you will cause anxiety, and yeah, you had a choice, but maybe you didn't mean to. Is there staring at me, and I stare back at it? It's beautiful. The moon is beautiful. You may be in love, but you may not love yourself. So is your love? That's what I'm in search of. The healthiest love. It keeps growing and coming, like these waves coming on me right now in this lagoon, this lake. Chapala under the moon, back to the moon. They're ever, everlasting these. Just like the wind, just like the stars. Our time is finite. So why not make our love everlasting? What a beautiful feeling being under this moon. I was once told that I'm loved more than there are stars in the sky, and grains of sand at the beach, and waves in the ocean. I want to love her back that way too. And those are the efforts I make as I sit and ponder under the moon. The beautiful moon. Thank you. I see a bunny. I see a bunny. I think of you today. Wherever you are. Thank you for your grace. You know who you are.